something to keep in mind.

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you.” - Colin Raye

Goodbye...

I'm sitting here..
staring at the computer screen
reading a letter that he wrote saying sorry and goodbye.
over and over again. Repeated in my mind.
It seems that my mind can't come to register this.

I thought he was stronger than this.
I thought he would find himself to become stronger and more faithful.
I thought he was going to get passed this.

but I guess not.

To be honest...
A man can only be so strong for so long until the last single straw is pulled out.
and he no longer has any strength left...

I can understand.

So I'm going to respect his decision...

I'm not going to lie.
I feel disappointed, sad, surprised, and angry.

But I know that we all have reasons for doing things.
So I'm going to be supportive and try to understand.
It's sad to think about what will happen to everyone else...
How they'll deal with it all.

He probably did it for others more than he did himself.
The fact that his fellow brothers would be hurt.
The fact that his family would be hurt.
The fact that he would get hurt.

People need to stop being so cruel and realize that they too are not any better than the person that's next to them.
When did the world become so hateful?
Not everyone is perfect.

The past is the past. People make mistakes. Nobody's perfect.
So forgive and forget. Deal with it. Be strong. And keep walking forward.

In my heart...

7-1 is still = 0.

fall's a comin!

okay.
So I just want you guys to know that I have been reading your entries...
the problem is.. for some reason I can't comment...
I've tried like a billion times but still.. can't. =_=

Anywho onto some points. =]
Just thought it would be fun to share my list of things that I need to get before heading down..

1.) blush- two toned.
2.) rainboots
3.) sports bra
4.) waterproof jacket or a new columbia or newface jacket
5.) yoga pants

well, there's my top 5!
I've already bought a new pair of sneaks today so no need for new shoes other than the boots.
I think I'm gonna head over to t.j. maxx and get me some yoga pants with my gift card- or whatever's left. lol
and as for the sports bra and rainboots- I think I'm hopeless. I've hit like four different places that I thought for sure would have, but inevitable didn't. so sad face =[
and of course blush and a rain resistant jacket you can really find anywhere so there's no rush ^^Y

I'm interested in seeing what you guys need! =]
post your needs up! hahaha ^^

And as school is quickly approaching. I'm freaking out about what additional class I want to take as I am still in a 12 credit lame sauce situation.
In all honesty.. I think I'll just end up doing pre-apparel design. Although I'm still pretty interested in Graphic. Sighs.
To be cereal I think it's just the lazy side getting the better of me and not wanting to create a portfolio to turn in. GRR. But really, as you guys may know I'm still pretty interested in all the other types of design =] so who knows right?
And it's not like it'll matter cause I have a feeling I'll just end up as an English teacher anywho... >_>
but seriously, wouldn't it be awesome if I could be a teacher in Korea?! sighs.
I know it seems a bit unrealistic. But hey, a girl can dream can't she? lol

On my writing so far. I've got to say I'm still strong! Still have ideas for Chapter three dancing in my head but am yet to write cause I'm ridiculously busy getting ready to move down, clean up with everything and meet friends last minute before they leave. It's a hard knock life.. But I still love it. =]
My only regret really is that I won't have enough time to chillax more with the friends.

Speaking of Chillaxing I can't wait to go Karaoke! and watch 9! Ahaha I just realized that's another date with Christine. lol.
It's okay. I did spend Valentine's day with her ^^;;

by the way I can't wait to hear those solos! teehee ~ ♥


Lately, some music has really caught my attention lately!
and so here's the playlist of the night:

1.) Musiq Soulchild ft. Mary J. Blige- If You Leave
2.) David Choi- I Can Get Used to This
3.) Colbie Caillat- Fallin For You
4.) Jordin Sparks- Battlefield
5.) Kim Tae Woo- Love Rain (featured video is below I love it!!! =D) (Korean)
6.) 4minute- Muzik (Korean)
7.) 2AM- Lost (Korean)
8.) Keyshia Cole- Fallin Out <- an oldie, but a goodie. Even after a year I'm still in love with it =] 9.) Destiny's Child- Girl 10.) Miley Cyrus- Party in the USA- and obvious DUH, huh? lol. XD So there ya have it. ^^ Oh and by the by these songs are in no particular order hehee~ ♥ anyways. On with the rest of my day. It was crazy raining today! but I actually really liked it. So no complaining from me! =] My brother also got a new hair cut- Thank God- he no longer has that nasty mop of Shaggy hair.. It was funny cause in certain angles he looks he has Chansung's new hairstyle. ^^;; hahaha I'll try taking pictures and showing you guys later. But yeah. I started laughing when I realized who he reminded me of and my brother literally looked at me like I was crazy. Hahaaa. Last, but not least. Some Celeb news! ^^ So boo. PM isn't really going to debut in the U.S.- Meh it was too good to be true anywho. You guys already know how unsure I felt about them debuting in America hahahaa the rising popularity with more girls. not doing well. getting better seats at concerts. hitting Seattle. you get the drift. And sadly... the last.. final...ending episode of Wild Bunny is coming soon- very soon. ;_;
Which means... the guys really are going to get down to business for their new full length album in October!So Yay!- but Sad day -> =D + =( = :| hahaha sorry random I know!

Wong Fu is coming out with a new short!- "Poser!"- looks like another winner >^
I haven't been to their blog in quite a while. So I think I'll check it out for old time's sake.

BY THE WAY WHAT HAPPENED TO US WITH OUR VLOGS!?
I SAY WE START THIS YEAR!! =DDDDDDDDD

How fun right!? :D

anywho goodnight. I am off to bed.
Church and Seattle tomorrow! Woot!

PS: I just realized.
One of us is in San Fran.
The other in Tacoma.
And I'll be Seattle..

None of us will literally be home! :O

dun dun dun DUN! interesting. ^^

oi. my butt and back hurt- oh dude. Just thought of a few new things to add the the need before I leave list...

a lap desk and eyelash curler. XD

and here's that MV I mentioned earlier ^^Y
Enjoy!



♥

Random Rambles

I've been resting for a few days now that school's over.
Pretty relaxed. Pretty chillaxed. Pretty cool.

If you don't know me, I literally am married to my laptop- music. internet. dramas. writing. reading. news. etc; there's nothing I can't do without this baby. B]

and since I've been on here for so long, I thought I'd just share a few things with you guys since sharing is caring! ♥

share #1: the comeback!2PM IS COMING BACK IN OCTOBER!!!!

share #2: the variety show
The star golden bell IDOL SPECIAL...
guests: SNSD, Shinee, KARA, and our lovely PM :)
I found it in subs so you guys can watch ^^Y
(this link is just to part one though!)
BE SURE TO CLICK ON THE CC IN THE CORNER FOR SUBS! :]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_CzK9BqYOc

share #3: the lyricals

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AtMKBdN8MvE

My Ear's Candy- Baek Ji Young feat. Taec Yeon of 2PM
At first I didn't like the song much.
It was just alright- meh.
But after a while the song gets stuck in your head and the next thing you know...
YOU LIKE IT...?! ^^;;
Sarang hae~ I love you~ Wo Ai Ni~ Te Quiero ♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zY8qQNqzShs

SUPERHUMAN- Chris Brown & Keri Hilson
I am freakishly captivated by this song :]
yeah yeah yeah it's Chris Brown the "wife beater"
blah blah blah.
Bottom line: It's wrong. He shouldn't have done it. We're all human.

and last but not least...
IT HAS FINALLY COME!
GD'S SINGLE ALBUM! :DDDD

first thing. I like the songs ... but overall the album kinda disappoints. :/
I think it's cause some songs- The leaders and heartbreaker- are more to my liking than others.
I feel like the others are the types of songs that you like as time goes by...
just like My Ear's Candy :]
So ofcourse I'll give it a second chance! for GD? EVERYTHING ^<

and along with GD...
BIG BANG'S JAPANESE ALBUM IS OUT!
and I love love love eeeet! :]

gara gara go babuh! BT

unfortunately there is sad news too = (
Dae sung is out with injuries from a near death car accident.
his scheduled surgery for his eye and nose injuries is/was today- hopefully it goes/went well!
fighto-OH!


share#4: the drama
a.) STYLE- It's chic. I love the clothes, drama, and food!
You might be able to tell, but the drama's about none other than fashion- you probably know why I'm hooked. I watched all 6 episodes in one day... @_@

b) YEH's new drama MY FAIR LADY!!
It's her comeback since coffee prince! The first episode aires tomorrow- can't wait! :D

c) There is no C, but I figured I might as well just cause there's an A and B XDD




welllll that's really about it... I mean I know there's much bu-bu-but
I gotta sleep @_@

PS: I promise chapter one will be up by the end of this week.. or wait. I mean prologue! ^^;;

PPS: (haha read that out loud guys! PP hahahahaha!) where's chapter two bloss- yes I am cutting your name two things short If I'm Boms and the other is Bubs than your BLOSS :o)!?


goodnight.sweetdreams.nobedbugs.

nineteen candles

Woweeee It's been a while since I've posted, but due to reasonable issues!

first issue: school ending = finals = an all-nighter =_= I was pooped that day. phew
second issue: the birthday bash!
chrinho's birthday bash was mui excellente! a great get together. the games were fun. and I did feel like I got to be a kid again... minus the diaper and mushroom cap costumes those were just uncomfortable lol. but then again.. I did win the best girls' costume... maybe that diaper did pay off? lol

and that's basically about it.

anywho onto the main points of today's random ramble.

happy birthday blossom! =D
hope your nineteenth year is even better (as it's your last year as a teenager and wow I just realized that I'll be twenty in less than a year O_O)

speaking of the dreaded two-oh. I have proposed a list of things that must be done before I turn twenty! and in celebration of you know who's ninteenth... there will be nineteen things! :D

1. DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE- THAT DARNED LICENSE!!!!- and when I get the hang of it- learn stick shift! B)
2. Go to another concert! =DDDDD
3. (possibly) Get those second ear piercings!
4. Post a You-tube video of some sort...? which reminds me, we never did do vlogs guys! D:
5. Go on a road trip! IDC where, but Go on a road trip! Seattle?wink-wink.
6. Lose those five pounds that I've been complaining about for the last year. =_=;;
7. Meet a guy...? =]
8. Know what I TRULY want to do with my life because there's still so many things that I want and can do that I still really haven't decided.
9. Buy an Ipod.
10. Get a professional mani-pedi- idk it's always looked like fun ^^;;
11. Grow my hair out to where my sad excuse of a waist is, then cut it all off!
12. Try not to lose my phone, wireless mouse, keys, ID or anything else for atleast one whole school year.
13. Bake a pretty cake.
14. Buy myself those darned (expensive) booties I've been dreading since last fall and as of this summer, a pair of platform pumps and heeled sandals- you know how I love those heels. ;_;
15. Get a new wallet.
16. Learn to love sashimi a little bit more than I do now- which is not really.
17. Get pastel hue nail polishes- specifically in yellow, green, purple, and blue.
18. No grades below a B this year! I'll swear by it!
19. Become a "lady" aka: a little more femme, a little more calm, and a little more poised while still being me at the same time =]

well, there you have it. Sure, they aren't new years resolutions, but hey, pretty realistic right? (well maybe not the first, but hey! I'm working on it! BO)

anywho, now that our "trio's" "leader" has become an official 19, I say let's all blossom into beautiful twenties! ♥

ps: no pun intended ._.;;

FOR CHRIS

heh~
^^;; enjoy
kekekeke~ ♥

OMG...

I saw this on soompi and thought how perfect this would be for christine's birthday...
now if only I knew how to make and work with fondant. ;_;
SORRY CHRISTINE.

the only thing I can really do is show you this lovely picture. =_=
sighs...

wow... my mom just flashed me... BURBERRY MAN STYLE o_o;;

...with her jammies under her robe that is!
bahahaa!

GOTCHA! ^< <- WOW I have not made that face in like YEARS. Is my fobby-ness coming back to me?! haha anyways that's not the initial point I was about to make here.. =_= First and foremost.. I'm SOOO happy that you guys are writing! :D I'm so giddy inside! and you know me.. when am I ever giddy?!- not including the topic of guys ofcourse... ^^;; Second point- I'm here to answer questions... TO CONNER-
NRB stands for NoRaeBang, which means song room which = Karaoke hahaa
It's really a Korean-American term, but I tend to use it around Chris and everyone just cause ^^;;
and really when you think about it.. it's pure logic...
Chris's basically Korean..
Her looks just defy the logic. hahaha! XD

My other blog that I speak of has just been made.. If you go to my profile link that's right next to my profile picture. you'll see two blog titles under my info..
one is the one here and the other is for my stories- well fanfics. haha
and Iseriouslydk what you mean by the term "blogger" o_o;;

... and just to respond cause I can = )

TO CHRIS:

It's all good. Jus take your time hun<- WOAH I haven't said that in a while either! lol and yes ofcourse they're still great songs! haha :D Anywho onto my original intent for tonight's blog- yes tonight. Which means that I'll be writing more than once a week. why you ask? Cause I WANNA MAN. >:D

by the way if you guys didn't catch that. that was the original intent. I'm addressing that I'm gonna start writing more... haha and most likely it'll be pretty random at times. Just things I've noticed that day.. If you get my drift. There's just so much to share of this wee little brain of mine that I MUST say here to you+all = ya'll. :D

on music:
I've got to say it's all the hit songs lately that's been making me itch to go to NRB. no joke man...
-sighs-
Right now, at this very moment I listen to David Choi's covers... specifically "How Deep is Your Love" originally by The Bee Gees..
I must say I have quite a lot of respect for David Choi. He's one of those people who have really made it big, and is still himself as millions of people watch him on Youtube every day : ) so salutations to him! anywho... just the other day I was feeling like crap. staight out. I have no idea why but I was.. and once again. music had lifted my crap feeling spirits. I really do believe that it never lets you down... : )

on work:
Just got off like literally 5 hours ago... wow time sure does fly! I don't feel exhausted..
I did learn something interesting about my aunt and uncle's employee though as we worked side by side today- her dad dated her... grandma!? yes. it's true. It turned out that he was dumped by the grandma and then decided to wait for her daughter...?! yeah she married him at the age of fourteen. and I'm pretty sure yolee said her dad was almost fourty at the time.
me at this very moment- OoO ... !
yeah that was quite a highlight. :]
I'll tell yah. the most interesting yet disturbing things happen all the time. We just don't take the darn time to listen! X)
I also made a lot of mistakes today. three to be specific. let's just say it's been a while since I've worked and needed get unrusted... =_=;;

on fashion and clothes aka: the endless greed:
it was weird. my mom had actually decided to go shopping...?!
yeah strange. my mom who was always tired and irritable to go shopping on me actually asked me.
very strange indeed.
anywho that's not my point. As I strolled along the mall today I noticed something- sun dresses are very in. it's like a must have this summer... and then I realized. I still don't have one?! I got sad as I realized this... and then saw a dress at the GAP on a 50% sale. It wasnt a sun dress, but hey it was a dress! :]

I was like: Hey umma this is cute, huh?
me in my head: pleasethinkitscute.pleasethinkitscute.pleasethinkitscute!
my mom: -looks over- Yeah it is.
me in my head:bingo! Now mention the price!
me: Yeah it's 50% off! Just 25$!
me in my head: pleasethinkitsagoodprice.pleasethinkitsagoodprice.pleasethinkitsagoodprice!
my mom: -looks at it a little more and observes the price ticket- Not bad try it on.
me in my head as I head to the dressing room: sweeeeeet. B]

Now if you guys haven't noticed. I'm the type of person who believes that anyone could look just as good with clothes that are under ten bucks compared to like say 400$.
If you haven't.
Then it looks like you really don't know me that well =_=;;

Anywho. As a bargain shopper, I must say that this dress- though it may be a mere 25$ to some was quite a lot for me. Ever since I first started to buy my own clothes everything that I have bought has been under about... 14$. not including my expensive shoes and others cause those were "gifts" from the family... haha anyways about the 14$-no lie. I've bought pants for 12$.. a shirt for about 6 and even shoes for 5$...
"wow s0 cheap!" you say.

ladies and gentlemen let met let you in on a little secret:)

all you really got to do is look :] - go to the right stores, search through those sale racks and somewhere in that compiled,neglected hill of fabrics, something silently screams for you!..
trust me...
so scower! :D

back to the story. my mom ended up getting me the dress thank God, cause I have nothing to wear to church as I'm starting choir again- just for the summer though since I'll be in school soon- yay school! :D

but you know that saying? the one that says "we're never truly satisfied till we have it all?"- so true.
after getting that dress I suddenly started to think about- what accesories will I wear with this!? shoes?! bag?! cardigan!? hair?!
I guess guys are right. girls always want more. But that's never a bad thing! : )
haha
I decided to just try to work with what I had. hopefully all works out X)

on school:
I'm even more excited about school now that I got... a planner!
yes Chris, I got my mom to take me to la Target and get me the darn thing- I couldn't stop thinking about it after that one trip to Sophie's Cabin.. or Cottage or whatever it's called. BT
and to my luck! it came in white! woohoo for me! :D
thinking about all the things that are going to happen is driving me bananas! no kidding.
I'm just so estatic about this year that it's really hard to contain...
which brings me to my next point... the apartment.

on the apartment:
I have sooo many plans to furbish and decorate the place it's not even funny. not even funnier than the school plans. but. I do worry. money.
moneymoneymoneyomoney!
sorry Conner hope I don't screw our monetary problems up. -gulp- XT
luckily it'll all work out!

MUST FIND JOB! TT0TT

and lastly my favorite topic as of now...

on t.v.- or should I say Youtube? :) :
lol I'm going to say it loud and proud.

I HEART ONEDAY WITH A PASSION. bahahaha
man those 11 guys just sum up my day. I was talking to chris the other day about how I haven't been this obsessed since DBSK XD - ... well it's true. >o>;;

haha and just some things to recommend to those who still need some fulfillment:
things you gotta watch: (and when I say you I mean Conner- c'mon you know you wanna get hooked and join us- don't think of this as a converting... Think of it as some enlightenment to your life ^^)

wild bunnies (2PM)
love escort (episodes featuring 2AM)
Idol army Show (2PM)

and lastly: now that summer had come to its mid point. The dramas that started in the spring are ending! TToTT so sad. sniffsniff. one drama that is going to be hard to let go of is definately going to be Shining Inheritance aka: Brilliant Legacy- Ireallydk why it has two titles- but whatever same meaning- like killing- or was it hitting?- two birds with one stone. not really but I like the phrase anyway ^^;;

however. with the end of some good dramas. come the birth of great potentials! So yes. definately looking forward to watching Style, Dream, and much much more. :]
oh and CHRIS. Did I tell you that Yunho was going to be start acting in a drama with Go Ara?!
How exciting! our DBSK is coming back to Korea!
Yipeeeeeeee! :D haha quite intereting jah?! jah?! >:D

anywho I'm tired&out....


for now that is >B)

always for now... hehee

but until then.

stay cool cause in two days the big 100 is coming in!

care for a swim anyone? BT

sincerely,

"Michael"

Featured video: I've been in love with this song since I ran into it sometime during spring term when I went on angry asian man's blog a while ago lol.
anyways enjoy! :D
Zee Avi- Bitterheart





edit: sorry guys.. This was one loooong ramble.

second edit: wow I just realized something...
because I used our "aliases"...
I made us sound like gay men... o_o;;
well, technically Chris and I sound like gay men...

Conner just sounds like a closet gay. ^^Y

An unexpected proposal...

my, my, my...
look whose back!- If yah know what I mean..? :]

Only one more day and my week will have been completed...!
But sadly I'm working on Saturday beginning at 830 in the morning... ;_;

Onto another point. I am officially a Youtube freak... It's an addiction. More than facebook...
All I do is watch and watch and watch.
watch what? you might ask...
The hottest time of day! that's what. >8)

and speaking of 2pm..
alas another one of my writing schemes has come into play... all I can say is. It was one heck of a dream ^^;;
coincidentally stine is doing the same. hohoho~~

I've decided to just post the story under my account in another blog- "once upon a time"
I trust the both of you and allow you to read it, critique it, think whatever of it- if you wish to that is. I wont force it down your throats ^^
As you might already know...
I'm a bit scared to go on some forum and post it all over.
so for now.. a small tiny baby step has been made :]

hopefully a random stranger doesn't come and start reading. @_@ now that would be awkward.

Onto another point.
I AM DYING to go to nrb. Idk why but it's been a while since I've been... I guess you could say, craving it...
I'm assuming its because of all the new songs that are out... I must sing them! heh~
here are a few lovely samples that we all know and love:]

I'm genie for you, boy.
mi mi mi mi mi mi mi chi go shipuh!
I don't ca-eh eh eh eh-are.
sorry sorry sorry sorry~
again and again and again and again
lalalalalalala pretty laday
gee gee gee gee gee!
nobody nobody but chu!

wow I just realized.. a lot of the hit Korean songs are very repetitive. XDDD
but haha the list literally goes on. It may take me a while to get through it all >_<;;

anywho once i finish chapter three the prelude will be posted in the other blog.
hopefully it goes well. ^^;;

anywhos
it's pretty late, so I'm going to say good night! :)

la dolce vida ♥

the return

dun dun dunnnnnn

I'm back. BT

but with not much to say... hmm.

lets just list out whats happened so far..

summer school- yay... sorta.
staying home
piano
cooking
dramas and television- mucho television
teaching the brother some algebra
fourth of july...

yada yada yada...

in retrospect... has my summer been productive?- kinda

great?- eh..

relaxing?- not so much

be that as it may, I've never felt so at ease?... idk if that's even the right word. but it's the only word that I can think of as it is 1:12 in the morning... -_-;;

oh, before I go, I almost forgot.

THANKS FOR WRITING CONNIE!!!
now all we have to do is get Christine to come back. >:o

yes. let us have her feel our wrath! >D


BAHAHAHAAA


peace out kids. BT

some wonderful discoveries and re-discoveries..

Zee Avi - Bitter Heart

fishcake sausages- mmmm just ate 3... ^^

hayao miyazaki movies


2NE1- FIRE debut!
one word- badass.

I've got a fever...

THAT IS..

JONAS-MONTANA FEVER!

nope nope nope.
nothing pig related!

my main point in writing tonight is this:

one word: argh.

where is everyone?...

I've no clue ^^;;

BUT
I hope they come back soon. otherwise I feel me writing here is pointless.
come on gang! "let's get together! ya ya ya!"...?

anywho
on a brighter note..
an actual post from myself.
since the others are being mean and "neglecting" at the moment... ;_;
but then again.

This is my first post since...

well..



It's been a while for me too. =_=;;

let's just say.
a lot is or has been going on lately...

apartment stuff.
the usual school work- midterms just ended- phewz.
financial aid worries.
major changes.
job hunting.
working the next two weekends for Seattle on the 23rd.
Seattle- Epik Movement! =D
dealing with Korean school- sighs.

well that's all the important stuff I can think of for now...
A few thing'sare for sure.
I've been picking up Korean dramas again- don't really know if that's good or bad. ^^;; gulp.
and as you can see from my intro up there...
I'm starting to get into that Jonas-Montana phase again.
you can hear the High school musical-Hanna Montana-Jonas Brothers blasting in my room at this very moment- sad. but true. ^^;;

ehhhhhh.
because my eyes are burning from the need to sleep...
(this is literally how I feel right now -> @_@;;)
I'm cutting this post short.
anywhoz.

in honor of the Jonas-Montana-finessesqueness...

The Playlist of the Night

Joe Jonas- Gotta Find You (Camp Rock Soundtrack)
Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens- Can I Have This Dance (HSM 3 Soundtrack)
The Veronicas- 4ever
Zac Efron- Scream (HSM 3 Soundtrack)
Taylor Swift- Crazier
David Archuleta & Hanna Montana- I Wanna Know You
Miley Cyrus- The Climb
Demi Lovato- This is Me (Camp Rock Soundtrack)
The Jonas Brothers- Love Bug
Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens- Right here, Right now (HSM 3 Soundtrack)
David Archuleta- A Little Too Not Over You
Hanna Montana- You'll Always Find Your Way Back Home

and to end it with a bang...?

because his music video is coming out


and because I'm a big fan...


David Choi- Won't Even Start


good day and good night =]

music is my life.

just watched wongfu's blog..
and just thought err-boday ought to see this =]

mesmerizing to the core...

enjoy! =]

"So a fish walks into a wall..."

"and says 'dam'."


said by Mr. Phillip Wang himself ^^Y

Back from HHS lab- my arms feel like they're noodles and I'm pretty dizzy right now, but despite the minor casualties I feel I need to blog now when the feeling is still pretty fresh...

So many feelings were felt last night when we- Christine, Connie & I- got to meet the legendary Wong Fu Productions! I don't even know where to start...

but "let me tell ya..."
it was pretty amazing = )
I can actually say MLR. XD

let's just say there was a lot of blushing and inner screaming and ohmygoshing. ^^

Unfortunately last night was such a rushful time and I was so in the moment, that I don't remember it much... only a few bits and pieces... T.T With only a shirt, a autographs, and a few pictures in my laptop do I have proof that I was there and able to meet the famous Phillip, Wesley and Ted.

I remember when Connie and I ran into some of the others inside the MU because we were in need of an atm machine and then running in the rain to Milam; the moment we saw them for real. in person. standing about 30 feet away in the front of the auditorium. and not being able to believe that they were here! I remember them being exactly as I imagined- cool and collected, yet nervous at the same time...

a few more of every awesome second we had...

When we got our shirts and were standing in line to meet them, Jessica introduced us as her daughters, and we found that they were quite interested in our shirts ^^Y heh~
they even sang happy birthday to Rithya with us~! =D

Connie and Christine got to pass some wisdom off to Phillip and teaching him some jokes to tell their future audiences.. Can't wait to hear them coming from him!

Them saying that they'd mention the banner in their future blog...! If only I was there to be able to contribute -sighs-

Sitting in the audience and making eye contact with Wesley- I literally said "ohmygosh." in my mind. XD

Hearing Phillip say Shia Labouf like "Shia LaBOOF" XD & that OSU beats UO cause beavers can wack ducks with their tails XD

Finding out that Wesley listened to Kpop- Talk. Play. Love! ^^

Hearing Ted say he was from Africa and no one believing him even though it was the truth XD

Noticing that they noticed our shirts almost immediately.

Finding out that the main character from their first music video with Magnetic North went to OSU o.o

Raising our hands to all of their questions.

Finding out that Ted really does mumble XD

Seeing all the special/exclusive videos! ^^

and last but not least- standing in line... again... XDDD
Connie and Christine were too phased that they walked out of the area too soon- right before I remembered that we didn't get their autographs... So we stood in line again. and even took a funny picture- they even asked us to email it to them! ^^Y

I also couldn't believe that Christine, Tommy and Connie got to present the banner to them though! It was quite an envious occasion...
But to tell you the truth...
I'm glad I didn't win cause I think I would be way too nervous to do anything nevertheless hold up a banner knowing the fact that I was standing only a foot away from them ^^;; - sitting with the audience watching them already made me pretty nervous.. ^^;;
I actually have never blushed in my whole entire life until that night... my face was literally the color of the pink of Christine's WF shirt! =.=;;
I could literally feel the heat waves off of my face melting everything that surrounded my face.
and as embarassed as it sounds I'll say it anyway...
I realized...
my deoderant stopped working at some point T.T
and that point was THE POINT- when we finally got to meet them up close... TT.TT
-sighs-
hopefully they didn't notice. TT.TT

There as also another particular event that occured...
Last night..
I didn't dream...
At all.
just plain out black space seen throughout my entire sleep.
when I woke up this morning what happened that night before literally felt like it was the dream. Like it never happened. The moment I woke up, I literally jumped out of bed and ran to my closet to see if my shirt was still there. I smiled the moment I saw those three signatures softly lay ontop of my shirt. I sighed in relief.

To be honest, I dont know if I wanna wash or wear that shirt ever again. ^^;;

I'm pretty tempted to fold it up as is and keep it in my memory box back home...

I'm also happy that they liked our shirts as well.. our hard work payed off! ^^;;
I'll never forget when Wesley called on Connie during the Q&A portion of the night saying "Wong Fu in the red.." XDDD

A very surprising discovery was with one of their personal experiences...
Wesley talked of how he wanted to study film and gave up because it was too competive and ended up majoring in design...

it sounded like me... ._.
Up until sophomore year in highschool I had wanted to study film and be a director because of the influence and guidance of my friend Alex, who at the time was doing so at UCLA. So I figured taking a Health CAM because Biology was pretty cool. Then came the idea of me thinking that I could be a doctor... XDDD.... =_=;;
I accidentally ended up taking an art class senior year and decided on majoring in apparel design...
Unfortunately when START happened I ended up chickening out, thinking that I wasn't able to do it and decided to just turn to science because it was something that was easy and reliable... like I did in high school.
To my dismay. this was definately not the case.
Almost an entire year of college has passed and I'm pretty sure that I don't want to be a nurse, doctor or scientist of any kind & that my first instinct is the best. so I turned back to design once again, but still unsure of what kind.

Just a few days ago, after thinking of all the different possibilities that design has to offer. I decided.

Graphic Design.

and funny thing...

This guy not only had a similar experience... he also had the same major..?!
"let me tell ya" I was pretty freaked out when he said so, thinking "WHAT. THE. GOODNESS. this sounds familiar...o.o"

uh oh...

I digressed ^^;;

for my final point- back to the nice guys of the night...!

At first glance, you'd really think they were just normal guys...
but after listening to them talk and present their videos to us...
you see that they really are like how they act in their videos- nerds with a passion for JT lipsyncing, designing t-shirts, rebuilding nerf guns, eating at Chipotle, and most importantly- making enjoyable videos for us...

Writing this, I came to realize: "Just do it."- no I am not intentionally copying Nike. -.-
Im just saying: if you like doing it. DO IT.
When we see so many people doing the things that they like to do- not only are they happy. they're also successful- because they have a passion for it...

Hopefully, I'll be able to do the same when I start my second year as a graphic design major next fall. ^^;;
Hopefully things go smoothly. Just like Wong Fu has happening for them at this moment. ^^

We stand by the sidelines only to see so many ordinaries become extra-ordinaries...

What's to stop us from becoming one, right? = )

Playlist of the Night...

My Goodbye- Brian
Trust you- Ito Yuna
Love Song- Gundam 00 Soundtrack
Halo- Beyonce
The High Road- Fort Minor Ft. John Legend
The APL song- Black Eyed Peas
Dance Like Michael Jackson- Far*East Movement
Birthmark- Akon
Map the Soul- Epik High
Theme- Howl's Moving Castle Soundtrack(Joe Hisaishi)
Won't Even Start- David Choi
Gotta Get Thru This- Daniel Beddingfield
You and I Both- Jason Mraz
James Morrison- Wonderful World
The Climb- Miley Cyrus
Totoro- Hayo Miyazaki (The Music Box Collection)
When It All Falls Apart- The Veronicas
I Got Money Now- P!nk
Avril Lavigne - Slipped Away
Forever Love- X-Japan
What I've Done- Linkin Park

dunzo.

spring break fever!

wowowow
so spring break is here and driving the happy virus to fly around in the air where everyone's jumping around, screaming: "yahoo!" out and about...


NOT.

unlike everyone else, I'm pretty sure the majority of my break is at home doing 3 things:

dramas
eating
sleeping

on dramas:
I've recently discovered a lot of great movies.
let me tell you: innocent comic is a must see. cute and subtle- literally made me laugh out loud in my room like a lunatic as my parents were downstairs watching their television and the brother in the computer watching his television.
As far as boys over flowers goes... still love it.
cant wait for the yi jung-ga eul loveline to progress into something good =]
in the mean time the joonpyo-jandi loveine is starting to come to my liking again, where its not something I'll expect because I've already seen it in hanadan, but more fresh.
and jihoo (might I add three hearts next to his name? :])
it'll be sad having to know that even after his dapper hairstyle has changed he still can't have jandi- no worries though! he has me! kekeke
and ofcourse we cant neglect woobin, who all this time is still alone. I'm glad that as yi jung's story is coming out, he is starting to show some more of his character as well. I'm hoping he'll have a story line of his own.

on eating:
lets just say. I've only been home for one day, and I've already eaten half of the food here at home. I think my mom's forgotten that I'm the equivalent of a man when it comes to my eating...

on sleeping:
omona omona omona. the best sleep ever. no one dares to wake me up now that I'm in college.
and I am certainly loving it.
the sad thing is I'm going to have to start reshaping my sleeping cycle for next term.
sad day. -_-


EDIT
back with some news!

Monday- work work work, a grand dinner at my aunts and a night of world classic baseball- sadly, Korea lost to their all time national rival, Japan. but hey, we've gotta admit. Japan is pretty good. a worthy opponent I might add. also a great game. :o)

Tuesday- downtown with the school buds.
It was pretty fun. minus the fact that I didnt have a lot of money-20 bucks to be specific. and that I haven't been feeling well since monday... overall good times.

Wednesday- buffalo wild wings! It was good. I now make mango habenero and asian zing my official usuals...
plus a big side of celery Bo)

Thursday (today) - rest day: getting some laundry done. youtubing all day. i literally spent the whole day on my bed with my laptop, watching WGM. kekeke. ^^Y;;

well thats that for now. I do have plans set for the rest of the week- crazy haptic days to come I guarantee. ._.

Friday- work work work & PAYDAY!!

Saturday- shopping/catching up with some old friends.
I'm worried it'll be a bit awkward though...
the two girls don't really know eachother that well so I'm not sure how this is going to go down. haha ^^;;
I've also got quite a lot of shopping to do. the brother's birthday is coming up. then two more friends. I hope I'll be able to atleast shop for myself (in serious need of some new jeans-no kidding) :O
and then possibly meeting up with c&c to get materials to make some tshirts for dadadadaaa! wongfu!! hopefully I'll have money leftover to buy one of their tshirts as well. otherwise bummer ;_;

Sunday- last day. church and heading back to school. oh joy. -_-;;

in retrospect,
this spring break was nice- not going by too quickly, or too slowly- at the perfect pace.
wishing everyone a happy spring break!
ciao! <3

the rain is back- the sun was too good to be true...

-phew-

my my my what a day.
went to the UO VSA culture show with the room mate and friends...

and i will say.
it was pretty enjoyable.

their campus was interesting.
much different to ours- THERE'S AN ACTUAL CITY
but don't get me wrong.
I'd never abandon the cow town I know and have grown to love.

overall the day was pretty fun- minus the return of rain =C

the ride home was also not so wonderful- two words: pretty freaky.
we drove on a long, isolated, and countryside road with the rain endlessly pouring and the darkness just adding on more creepiness...
we were expecting a zombie to appear out of nowhere and hit our car...
just in case though we locked the doors lol.

moving on,
it was a great day to take pictures- and some videos too!
will post them up later...
but for now.
goodnight.

hello spring!

track: the melody- lalala... it's love! [coffee prince original soundtrack]

winter term is at an end!
with only one more week left for finals.
ick.

on the bright side of things.. the sun is out and spring is here! :D

the list of things I plan on doing are at no merciless end..
but just a few things that I'd like to share:

1. shop till i drop
2. one day of work...? =]
3. possibly one day downtown with the school kids
4. church
5. making t-shirts with connie and christine for WF♥'s visit- they're coming in april!- very anticipated X)
6. eating as much of my mom's cooking as possible
7. finish registration- ch 223 and HHS 241 here I come! >:p
8. fafsa -_-;;
9. one day-or a few more- of pure laziness
10. shushi & bubble tea- mmm :]

well anyway, back to finishing my essay...
If only I could figure out where on earth I placed my blue sheet from the writing center ;_;
-sighs-


edit: later today...

wow I just realized it's Friday the 13th...
double " ;_; "
but onto another point...
winter term is officially over!
just had my last class- the worst class I actually have right now- ch 222 about two and a half hours ago..
and quite frankly...
I feel saddened- not because I don't have ch 222 (cause there's ch 223 next term- making it all together inevitable to avoid chem)
but just because it's been a lovely term all around.
I hate to admit it, but writing 121 was actually okay and hdfs 201 was a breeze.



...




pfft.

what am I saying? =0=;;



bye bye rain, snow and gloom.

HELLO BLUE SKIES AND SUN! :D